Are V Scared of Being UNiQUe ?? :O

Why do we do what everybody else does, just like everybody else ? And don't tell me that's the best way. It's certainly not the only way, and I doubt if it's the best way.

Life is a creative expression.

We're all different. We're all unique. Each one is beautiful. Isn't that how people are supposed to be? Yet we all follow the status quo. We're really not that unique. Actually i sometimes feel we're too scared to be unique.

Each of us is born a dreamer .I've always been inspired by chasing my dreams ,making them come true..not that i've always been successful bringing them to life,but i haven't failed too badly either .Day before yesterday-another sleepless night ,over the same old dilemma ..GRE/CAT/GMAT ...as i see my friends getting their scores ...pushing up for CAT prep ...and holla..here i m ! yet to even decide which way i wanna go ....I tried to listen to my heart...hoping to get lucky with an intuitive flash,which shall throw me an answer in an impulse, something i resolve to stick by.But i din hear anything ...all i want right now ...is to take my life slow...do things i love...learn flute ..sketch (o yeah ..i purchased a sketchbook ..!! my first ever at that ..!! out of the blue a few days back..:D )...and a lot many more things .Should i go for GRE/CAT just coz i CAN do it ? (kk ..i ll reframe that to ...coz "i stand a decent chance to make it ".:D ) ..well ...i m nt sure ...

...and then towards morning i was again plagued with that same old (and arghh disturbing ..?? ) urge to turn an entreprenuer right after graduation ...followed by same old traversal of mental crossroads and that load of WHAT IF's !...

While walking to oracle today ...when i saw a newly constructed buiding on the ring road ...jus wondered if i'll own something like that some day?...[[well if i kept walking to ORACLE everyday on the same road for coming years.....i certainly wont :D :P]]..but then ...i thot...wat if i really go ahead wid the thing i am really passionate abt ..? ..jus wondered if narayan murthy kept walking to a day job..and never dreamed beyond ...would v have that splendid INFOSYS (look at the buliding man ...!!) out thr ?...well ...then ...u can never say ..how things turn up for U...yes i m afraid ...not exactly of failing my dream ..but yes ...of a lot many other things ...and to be honest i am really not sure if i am ready for the plunge...

I have this urge to break away from what's expected. Society can't tell me how to live. I have the capacity to make my own decisions.I really want to get done with this life of "WHAT IF's and BUT's" ...Why do we always accept with such blind allegiance? We don't question. Well, it's time to start questioning. WHY???

Why so serious .. ?? !

150 Hits in a single day !!.....wow ...thats some news ! :D ...and "ENCOURAGING " to say the least ...!! :D ...more to come guys ...and soon !! :D ...I suspect ..i've caught up insomnia [after spending all my 3 years in college either sleeping or gaming ...!! :O ] after coming to bangalore ...i hardly sleep once in 2 days ...[ :( ] ...and that too for some 4-5 hours or so [:(] ...not that i m working xtra hard ...but ..i m just not able to get into a routine !!...[[and yeah ...ORACLE being at a 25 mins walking distance frm my place ...IS ..one of the major culprits ..!...this place is jus amazing ...if only they added bathing facilities ..an intern like me ..could very well ....LIVE here ..!! lolz ..]]...

I had believed ...this weekend will be my first BORE weekend after turning up in blr ...[[ last weekend...it was an awesum trek ...to skandagiri!! and last to last ....a visit to sivasamudram ...more abt experiences @other weekends soon ....:) ]]...but suddenly as i ...was jus thinking of winding up and goin to my FLAT (8 am on saturday morning ...) i got a call frm my mates ...asking if i was joining them for watching DARK KNIGHT...heck OB ..i m in !! :D ...rushed to my place...changed and again rushed ..to ...join my friends ...

man o man ..wat a movie it was ..indeed it surpassed the hype ....!!...i never read ny batman comics as a child ...nor been really a crazy fan of his ..(ever ! ) ...but then ...i had come to know a lot abt BATMAN in the past one week ..(courtesy ...suteerth babu ...who has been almost dying to watch the darkknight ...especially after the awesum reviews at IMDB ! ) .

I 'm creating new records for vellapanthi these days ...[a 7 hour long chat wid a friend ...being the latest addition to the list ! :O ]...another memorable weekend isnt it ?? :P nyways ...i hope ..i m able to settle down into a lifestyle soon ...and ...engage myself in some more creative pursuits ...!! good luck to me ! :D

Looking ...mmm...staring ..mmm..checking out ..!:D

You don’t have to be a genius to figure out what gals think of guys who stare at them.. they’ll have their eyes fixed on your bre***s and you just wonder if they look beyond that. It makes HER feel worthless. Especially if you’re not even making eye contact with HER… (that's really bad...) It happens all the time with men. When a guy's talking to a girl etc. etc.; there is a sub-conscious stimulus to stare down the wishing well (ahem!!).

All guys (ummmm... excluding the one's that are gay...) stare at girls....

SOME gals don’t like it. They feel violated, used and objectified. What you need to understand is that we’re born to 'look'. Our core se*ual stimulus comes from looking. It’s a scientific fact. Look it up. If you’re in a tight pair of low waist jeans or in a short skirt, then you bet I’ll look. I mean isn’t that why u dress up that way? Even if it weren’t, I assure you I’d look. Because it’s natural, that’s the way I was born. It’s instinct, it’s the law of nature and I’m sorry girls, then at least we can say we’re half as complicated as you are!:P

Lemme try and explain this…for those with a lil' inclination of science: the ogle gene makes us do it. When the periphery of our vision chances upon what we perceive to be a female, our eyes sends a signal to our neck to turn and observe. For the non-science ladies out there: keeping it simple.. we just cannot mess around with the ways of our body even if we wanted to.

I know a lotta guys who think they're a human version of 'Superman' and use their "heat vision" powers to "burn" through a girl's garments.... That's Sick..
On the other hand, for those of you who feel that all men notice in a lady are her breasts, sorry you’re mistaken. Yes, we do move up. There’s no better turn on than a sultry, seductive or hypnotic pair of eyes and a pink pair of lips. Then, most of us gentlemen will look away or try our best not to ogle relentlessly.

It’s sort of like when you girls see a pair of shoes that you like and have to feast your eyes on them. Heck, it’s like when you sense a shoe store nearby and have to look. It’s automatic, I swear! and just because I think you’re sexy, that isn’t disrespectful, I’m sorry but it just isn’t.

A really close female friend of mine was appalled when I told her about that cute girl whom me and my buddies were silently checking out at the pizza hut :D . She said, “It’s really annoying when a man is constantly staring at you”. C’mon sweetheart, I think (NOW ?? :O )it’s the most natural thing to do!!! Guys look at girls and girls look at guys. It’s just that there’s a proper way of doing it…but there’s definitely nothing sinful about it...


P.S.1. : Notice how a girl starts adjusting her top/shirt when she catches a guy checking her out !!

P.S.2 :i know i m gonna get hate comments for this post,but i guess atleast a few guys will give me a thumbs up :P

DummieS GuiDE tO CruShES ...!!

Well ,this post follows up from one of the chats,in which i told one of my friends that i once had a momentary crush on her ...!!!...lolz ....i hope u guys enjoy it ...:D

aah before we begin ...i would like u to give a glimpse into the kinda personality SHE is ...!!

http://vishalrockstar.blogspot.com/2008/06/he-met-girl-based-on-true-events-j-j.html

hmmm here we go ....
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me:yaar ..the day v went to anaicha’s for dinner..tu soni lag rahi thi .. :D :D

if I hadn’t known u …I would have had a crush on u …!!actually I did have a lil crush on u ...

mudita: aapka dimaag aur chasma dono kharab ho gaye hain ?

me: it was a fleeting crush ...

mudita: :D

me: jo aaya ..

aur hawa ho gaya ...!!

lolz

mudita: strange thing for me nyways....

me: yeah ...

mudita: POPAT actually

me: strange thing for ME as well!
I usually don’t get crushes …!

lolz

mudita: yaar mere ko aisa momentary crush kyun nhi hota

me: lolz

mudita: hota bhi hi toh pata nhi chalta

me: abe bata ke nahi hota.. lolz

kabhi hona hoga to ho jayega ..

mudita: aaj tak mujhe toh samajh hi nhi aaya...ki CRUSH hota kya hai?

me: areee CRUSH is like .. kisi ko dekhte hi ..

u hv this sudden strong feeling ..

ki kaaash ....

lolz..

this is the best i can describe..

this whole kaaaash ...affair ==crush ..

mudita: mujhe toh hritik ko dekh bhi nhi lagta aise

me: lolz …toh oB ..

hritik aint that good ! lolz

areee ...its NOT always abt just the looks !

mudita: are aaj tak jinne bande dekhe hain

real me ya tv pe

me: CRUSH happens on UR TYPE … of guy/gal...

mudita: i found him the best

me: OB ...

every1 wuld agree to that ! lolz

par crush ordinary logon pe bhi ho jaata hai .

mudita: ya fir tom cruise

me: ya fir mel gibson ?

mudita: far beyond my reach

me: leonardo caprio ?

bechare… lolz

areee thoda strange kinda funda hota hai .

mudita: :(

me: crush bhi kaafi type ke hote hain .

as in ..logon ko..

mudita: classifications hain kya?

me: permanent type ka crush hota hai .

like ..sum guy in ur college..

jisko dekh ke ..suddenly ...koi ladki ..aahe bharna shuru kar de .. lolz

i mean if that happens EVERYTIME

she sees him .. lolz

chahe wo usse ghaas bhi naa daalta ho!

fir bhi bandi ko lagega..

HAAYE ....

kaaaaaaaash...!!!

then its permanent type wala crush ..

then thr is fleeting crush ..it can happen nywhr!!

but usually happens wid

EXTREMELY GOOD LOOKING

GUYS/GALS !

lolz

mudita: aap ko toh crush pe buk likhni chahiye

me: oracle se nikalte hi forum wali road ki taraf mude ...

aur haaye...

!!

lolz

bagal se ek bandi nikali ....

mudita: yeh locha aaj tak na samajh me aaya hai...na aane wala hai

me: jo aapko ..cross karne ke baad bhi ..

aap usse mud ke dekh rahe hain ..

even though her BF is wid her !

aur kaafi acche chances ..hain ..ki ..

mudita: haha

me: agar ladai hui ..

mudita: wat an explantion

me: to shaamat aapki hi hai !
lolz

mudita: hats off yaar

me: fir bhi ..

haayeeeeeee

kaaaaaaaaaash

lolz

aap mudte hain ..

aur jab tak wo

out of sight nahi ho jaati ..

(even at the risk of ur bones !!!)

poora deedaar karte hain

;)

:P ..lolz

mudita: mudita: hats off man

wat an explanation!!

me: hahah

hmm ..

aur uske ...baad … jab aap flat aate hain ..

aur koi .....rocket science ke upar bhi discussion chal raha ho ..

toh aap achanak se bina kisi baat ke ucchal padte hain ..

"haaayeeee ..

wo corner waaali ...

"

ya fir ..

"

wo FORUM waaali ..

"

lolz

mudita: aapko buk likhni chahiye pta hai?

me: aur aise ....agle 10 12 din tak ..

aap apne doston ko bore karte hain!

lolz

mudita: :wo forum waali"

me: agar wo bhi aapke saath the !!

to OB jaise hi aap ..

haayeeeeeeee

karte hain ..every1 else is also reminded !!

aur wo sur mein

aapko ..join karte hain ..

haaayeeeeeeeeee...............

ye teesra type hai … UNIVERSAL CRUSH !

mudita: Omg ..this is soo damn funny …

me:nevertheless it’s the truth ….

:D

mudita: m nt able to believe ki mai yeh crap sunne ke liye inni der tak ruki hun

nyways…u din tell me this bfr ..

me: aree tab thappad padne ke poore chances the…yahan chat pe its safe na :P

mudita: tab batate toh pad jaata shayad

me: lolz

yeah ..chal bahut ho gayi fokat panthi ….so jaa …

mudita :damn !! its already 3 am !!...

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A NeW BloG ...!!! :O

Yeah yeah ...a new blog ...!! why ?? ...well ..the reason lies in the MOTIVE ....when i started off with blogging ..it was more for myself than anyone else...!! and hence even the posts were targeted to serve as more of personal memoirs ...than anything else...

One year down the line,Today ! i feel ...i m a completely changed guy !...i feel i happen to have quite a bit of experience every now and then ,which i can share out with others !..snippets from my day to day life ...my ideas ..my notions ...my views ...my reactions to anything /everything happening around me ...!!i have simply so much to open up and show to this world !!One word that would rightfully describe me at the moment is "EXCITED !!"..Unlike my older blog (which i have abandoned ...now !!) this onz gonna b a much more informal affair ...

Well again ...spare my terrible hold on language...this is again just an experimental venture ...lets c ..how it goes ..!!!just one request ..if u like something ...join me up ..and comment ...that' ll keep me going ....!! i don't want it to b just MY SPACE ..!!rather OUR space ...!

Aah ...waiting for a few quick comments on the look and feel of the blog...i ll switch to some better style sheet soon (as soon as i m able to lay my hands on something appealing and impressive !! :D ) ...

Hop on ...!! :)